Wednesday, 11 November 2020

Ending on here

Hi All,

With Patreon is full swing I'm not going to be writing here any more. 

I will leave this up for people to enjoy my old works but all my new stuff will be on https://www.patreon.com/worldwide133

If you liked the stuff here you should check it out. Its only $3.00 per month. 

Wednesday, 2 September 2020

Second story

Hi All,

If you're still thinking about joining me I have already posted my second sorry on Patreon. 


I'm currently asking for 3USD per month with the hopes this will allow me to spend lots more time creating and giving you all the stories you love. 

See you there.

Saturday, 29 August 2020

Continuing on Patreon

Hi All,

I have made a Patreon account and started to add new stories to it. I have already added my latest story there called The New Office.

The link is https://www.patreon.com/worldwide133

I do hope some of you will help support me and then I can continue to write. My goal it to do a few less shifts at work and spend much more time writing. 

Hope to see you there!

Friday, 14 August 2020

Patreon

Hi All,

Many of you who follow me know I love making my captions as well as righting and then sharing that with you all. One thing that limits my ability to write especially is my busy lifestyle and me needing to work long hours to simply make rent. I'm not trying to sell you a sob story, we all have to work and I'm not different.

I love writing and it takes a long time and a lot of hours to produce a story for you all to read so work does cut into that and was the reason for my break. So what I was wanting to do is see what people's views are to something like Patreon.com.

You could all chip in 1USD a month and that way I could work a bit less and write more. I was thinking of committing to writing a full story once a month and continuing my captions and asking for a subscription fee of just 1 USD. I'm only ever going to have a few hundred fans at most so that wont make me rich but will mean I can do a few less shifts per month. 

I will also then be able to see who really likes what I do and fulfil some requests as well. 

If you like my work then this can be a way to see more of it and over time I could maybe commit to more than one story per month. Let me know what you think.

Thanks All. X

Tuesday, 5 May 2020

First Date


It was a warm summers afternoon and Joseph was driving to a park on the edge of town. Joseph was 21 years old with pale white skin and curly brown hair. He was normally very shy and had a nerdy appearance. But today he felt good.



He had been looking forward to this for days because he was going to meet a woman. A woman who he had wanted a chance to impress ever since he first saw her. Her name was Jessica.



She had soft ebony brown skin with thick black hair, large eyes and a smile that never failed to arouse him. She had a curvy figure with large breasts, a figure Joseph thought was the most beautiful. Every time he even thought of her he felt a warmth in his loins.



As he drove to the park he had a constant smile, he was that happy he was going to meet her. Getting closer there were few clouds in the sky and the world seemed brighter. He couldn’t believe he was going to have an afternoon with her. He wanted to call it a date but she called it “spending some time together”. He was not sure what that mean but it sounded like a date and she did say he should leave the whole day free.



Joseph pulled into the car park and brought the car to a stop. There was only his car and one other there. He quickly checked his hair in the mirror and took a few breaths to calm himself before getting out of the car. He saw Jessica was stood next to the other car and she looked up to the sound of his door closing. She was wearing a short skirt exposing her legs and a white tank top. She had black boots on that looked almost like army boots and a large cloth handbag over her shoulder.



He couldn’t help but smile as he saw her face. She smiled too and waved. “Hi Joseph”



“Hi Jessica” He replied as he locked his car.



He walked over to her trying to be cool as he did. As she walked over she gestured to the path that lead to the park. “Shall we walk and talk?”



“Sounds good” He said.



The pair started to walk down the path which snaked through the trees of a wooded area. As they entered there were no longer any sounds of the city, no cars or anything. There was just the sound of the wind swaying some branches gently and the occasional bird call. There was a bit of a silence until it was broken by Jessica.



“How are you feeling today Joseph?”



“I’m good thank you. I’ve been looking forward to meeting you. How are you feeling?”



“I’m good. I’ve been looking forward to today as well. I don’t know much about you Joseph are you studying?”



He was embarrassed to admit it but he wasn’t in college “No, I’m just working at my uncles used car yard. Um…. How about you?”



“I’m studying business management” She replied with the confidence the statement deserved. “But that’s ok Joseph, it doesn’t matter to me what you do”



Hearing that gave him a confidence boost. He thought what to say next and then asked “What made you choose here as a place to meet?”



She reached out and held his hand. Her touch was an instant aphrodisiac to him. “I like it here because no one ever comes here and it’s very remote. That’s important as you’ll find out soon”



He seemed confused by the statement so she said “Don’t you want to be all alone with me?”



This removed any doubt “Yes… Of course”



“Good because I want to be alone with you”



There was a moments silence was they walked further down the gravel path until Jessica asked “Have you ever tried ballbusting Joseph?”



“What, sorry?” He responded with some shock.



She stopped and turned to face him. She was a little shorter than him so as he looked down he saw right down her top between her breasts. “You know. Ballbusting have you not heard of it?”



He had heard of it all men knew about it “Yeah, I know about it. I’ve heard of it before”



She smiled knowing what affect her smile had on him “You’ve heard of ballbusting, that good but have you tried it?”



He didn’t want to sound inexperienced but believed he should be honest “I’ve read a lot about it but… No, no sorry I never have”



“That’s ok Joseph. Everyone has a first time. Would you like to try it?



Before he could answer she lifted up her knee close to his crotch and gripped his hand. She pulled his hand down to touch her leg above the knee. “Feel my thighs, go on don’t be shy”



She guided his hand from her knee slowly up. His eyes widened as she directed his hand further up her soft skin.  Closer and close his hand travelled until he touched her outer labia. He gasped and she looked right at him as he felt her soft, warm and most private area. She allowed him a couple of seconds feeling her then moved his hand back down her thigh. She rested her still raised knee against him for support and even that touch was pleasing for him.



He did’nt know what to say which was exactly what Jessica wanted “That felt nice didn’t it Joseph?”



He nodded “Yes it did”



“Now Joseph you have touched me so it’s only fair I touch you. Can I touch you Joseph?”



Nodding again he replied “Yes. Of course”



“Good boy but I want to touch you with my knee”



She moved her knee up so it was resting just under his testicles “Do you want to feel my knee working your balls Joseph?”



He nodded out of instinct “Yes I do” He couldn’t have possible said otherwise.



“Are you sure, its going to be painful”



“That’s ok I want to try”



“Good Joseph I want to do it with you as well. There will be damage as I strike you balls are you ok with that?”



“I understand Jessica”



“Great! Let’s do some ballbusting”



She lowered her leg and kept a hold of his hand. Next she led him a little more down the path then though some branches. The pair claimed though moving branches as they went. After about 30 feet then came out into a clearing.



Joseph stumbled though and looked around. It was a small clearing only about 10 feet in diameter and in the middle was a pine tree with all its lower branches saw off creating a single pillar. There was a hook about 10 feet up the tree with some leather cuffs connected to rope. He instantly knew this was so he could have his hands bound over his head and she could pull on the rope to lift them up.



Then there were two large stakes in the ground at either side of the tree where his feet could be tied apart. He saw this was clearly he had been brought here to have his testicles kicked. He turned to Jessica who was looking at him. She looked worried about what his response might be.



“Are you ok Joseph?”



He took a moment and said “Yes, yeah I’m ok. I’ve read about setups like this”



Surprised she enquired “Have you? That’s good what do you think?”



“It’s a serious setup” He was clearly very nervous and despite trying he couldn’t hide it. “I can see the restraints and where I will stand. I take it you want to do kicking and kneeing”



She was taken back by his answer “Yes you’re correct. You have read about this haven’t you? But is it ok you’re not going to run away are you?”



“No, why would I want to run away? This is an amazing setup and you are a very powerful, beautiful woman. I can’t imagine why anyone would want to run away”



She looked down “Well, a lot of guys do run away. They find out they didn’t come here for sex and don’t want to go thought with the ballbust. I’m honest with them and tell them that I’ll be kicking their testicles at full force and it will be extremely painful for them. Then they hear that and run for it”



She sounded sad so he put a hand on her shoulder “Hey its ok, those guys didn’t know what they were missing. The chance to have testicle kicking done by you is a real gift”



She brought out her smile again “You’re a sweet guy, that why I want to do this with you. It’s just that I do enjoy full force kicking and love the harder sessions. Have you read much about that?”



“I have a bit, I understand full force kicking is where you kick the testicles as hard as you can to maximise pain. I heard women really get a lot of pleasure from doing it and satisfaction for knowing they are hurting the testicles as much as they can. Correct me if I’m wrong”



“No you’re right. I love full force kicking, its so much fun for me. The only problem is the men don’t want to go through with it because of the damage it causes. I’m not sure if you have read about the injury that can be caused Joseph?” She sounded nervous as she spoke.



“You mean…. Rupture?” He responded unsure if that was the answer.



“Yes, rupture is often the result. Have you read much about rupture?”



“There are a lot of pages online that talk about it yes”



“What do you think about it?”



“Well I have read that it gives the woman incredible pleasure as the testicle wall breaks and gives her a lot of satisfaction. It’s also very selfish for a man to think more about the pain than her pleasure. I also read that it is wrong of a man to try to avoid it or object once a woman expresses a desire to do it. A man should respect a woman’s wishes and if she wishes to cause a rupture then he should do the right thing and agree. I hope that’s correct”



“Yes it is. You seem to understand it very well. I knew you were a good guy Joseph. I asked you to make sure you had the rest of the day free not for sex but because I was hoping to rupture one of your testicles today. As long as you’re ok with that?”



“Of course, you’re a beautiful and amazing woman so I want to conduct myself properly. I don’t want to get this wrong so you can do as you please. I can understand why you enjoy rupture and I would not want to deny you that pleasure. I’m actually very grateful for the opportunity. Its ok if you don’t want sex with me, rupture is a way I can please you”



The two smiled at each other now they had a clear understanding. She put her hands on his chest feeling his body and replied “It’s so good you get it some of the other men were not so educated”



“Well if other men objected to you rupturing a testicle then they are wrong not you and they missed out. What I read was very clear. Plus I kind of like the idea. It’s not just women who are curious about rupture”



She continued to feel his chest now very excited about how her day was turning out. “I know I said no sex especially as apparently it’s more painful to pop a ball when it is full but would you like to go down on me?” She licked her lips knowing he could not resist.



He couldn’t believe his luck, two fantasies in one day. “Wow I would love to”



“Lick me” She replied stepping back.



Just behind her there was a patch of grass that he eased her down onto. First she sat then laid back so her shoulders were down but keeping her head up. He moved down her body as she parted her legs.



Jessica watched as he lifted her skirt rolling it up her body revealing her to him. He kissed her inner thigh as she breathing became more rapped. She let her head fall back as she felt his kisses move closer until he places on directly on her lips.



She gasped as he used his tougne to push through and began movements over her clitoris. Jessica closed her eyes as he put his arms around her thighs and used his finger to pull her lips wider. This exposed her clitoris more and heightened her pleasure.



She stated to moan as he lashed her with rapid movements of his tongue. Jessica was surprised by how good he was at this, he was really getting her there. Joseph was happy he was making her moan and worked as hard as he could.



He moved two fingers down and pushed them inside her under his chin. He then applied force to the top of her. Curling his fingers upward he worked her G spot adding to her pleasure.



She reached out and grasped tufts of grass as pleasure overwhelmed her. Side to side she moved her head as he worked her. Her mouth opened wide as she was brought to climax causing him to slow his licking.



Breathing deeply she said “O my god that was good!”



Joseph looked up to her “I’m glad you liked it. I worked hard to please you”



“You did, you did so good. I’ll defiantly let you do that to me again”



The pair sat up and looked toward to tree where the cuffs were. Joseph cleared his throat and said “If you’re ready we can start the ballbusting. I am ready when it suits you”



“Ok let’s get you tied up. You still ok with the idea of me kicking you until a testicle ruptures?”



He nodded “Yes as long as you still want that. I want to do what pleases you?”



She stood up and seeing this so did he “I defiantly want that Joseph. I can’t wait to rupture one of your testicles. Why don’t you take off your clothes?”



He started to strip in front of her placing his clothes on a log near the tree. Jessica watched him as she rolled down her skirt. When he was naked he stood before her and she ran her eyes up and down him. She was very surprised to see he had a large penis and good sized testicles.



“Those are a good set of balls. Now I really can’t wait to pop one” She said happily.



She moved toward him guiding him to the tree. She wanted him restrained so he couldn’t change his mind. She secured both his ankles to the points at either side of the tree which made him stand with his legs wide apart. Next she put his hands into the cuffs above his head. He followed her lead as she prepared him to face rupture.



The rope from the cuffs went up to a hook then down the side of the tree. She pulled on the rope lifting his hands high above his head as much as they could go. Next she brought a belt that was connected at the back of the tree round over his stomach and secured it so it pressed in on him. The belt was made of nylon and was an inch and a half thick. Last were two other similar belts that came round and wrapped around his thighs. These were to hold him legs apart and made closing them impossible.



She took a step back to check he was in place ready for rupture. She said “Ok Joseph I have you restrained now and I won’t be undoing you until after I have finished the rupture. I won’t stop or untie you until we are finished. Do you understand?”



“Yes I understand” he replied.



“Good now the belts around you are to hold your testicles still no matter how much pain you feel. Rupture is extremely painful so you will struggle. I also want a good rupture so that means just because a ball pops doesn’t mean we are finished. I want to make sure the testicle is totally ruined first. Do you understand?”



“Yes. Does that mean you are going to flatten out the testicle? I’ve read about that”



Surprised by his answer she replied “Yes I want to make sure it is completely flat and destroyed. It is actually a very slow and painful process so I didn’t want to tell you until you were tied up. Is that ok with you still?”



“Yes Jessica. I actually thought you would probably do that to the testicle anyway. I heard it is very enjoyable for the woman as she does it. It does sound scary because you can drain the testicle and the nerves continue to work even when most of the stuff is pushed out. But women that have done it really enjoyed it”



“Yeah I heard it’s very painful but it does sound fun. I really want to feel a testicle that is flat I bet it would be strange. I heard its like slowly pushing out the last of a role of toothpaste. What have you read?” Jessica asked.



“I read that its like toothpaste too. Women who have done it recommend squeezing the testicle very slowly to make it last longer so you can enjoy it more. They also say you will enjoy the man’s pain more if you take it slow. Push into the testicle in one place very gradually so the tubes inside are torn away from the testicle wall in little bits. Then carefully and methodically drain the testicle. Try to cause the man as much pain as you can to add to your own pleasure”



She was again surprised “Wow you have read about it. I do want to take it slow and make sure your testicle it totally flat. Sound like we are all set”



She took a step back and he was secured tightly and ready for pain. She moved slightly to the side to line herself up with his balls ready to kick. “Are you ready to start Joseph?”



“Yes Jessica”



“Great let’s see how you handle testicle pain”



She took aim with her right foot and lifted it off the ground. She moved it back putting it back down. She looked at the path her foot would take and exhaled. In one swift motion she launched her foot at him adding more force as it moved.



KICK!



His eyes widened as her foot landed perfectly on his exposed testicles sending them upwards. One testicle flew up either side of his penis.



“Urrrrrrrrgh!” He groaned through his clenched teeth with his eyes closed.



When her foot was back on the floor she looked and him grinning. She was really pleased with the pain he was feeling. Her kick landed hard and she was proud.



He took a few breaths and as soon as the pain started to fade she aimed again.



KICK!



Her hard boots again landed on his balls sending them upward. His eyes closed again as the pain sank in.



She smiled as he suffered and prepared another.



KICK!



He pulled on the restraints and Jessica saw his muscles tense up but he was held still. Once again all the force of the kick was transferred to his testicles like she knew it should.



She allowed him to take a few breaths before aiming again. She knew he needed to breathe so he wouldn’t pass out.



KICK!



Joseph felt a burst of pain from her hard boot as it connected. He could clearly see and feel that she had the skill required to cause a rupture.



“Owwwwwww” He called out before breathing in deeply. A tear rolled from his eye as he looked at Jessica. She just smiled and launched another.



KICK!



“AAAAARRRRRRRR!” He let go a cry of pain which pleased Jessica.



She continued to kick him every 30 seconds or so which allowed him to feel the pain, take a few breaths then feel it again. She was very happy with how the session was going. She loved how much pain he was feeling and his balls were starting to redden up.



Joseph was gripped by the pain than never fully faded between kicks. His testicles were sore and filled with a throbbing pain. He just hopped one didn’t pop too soon. He knew she would want to enjoy the session so wanted to make sure his balls lasted long enough.



After 20 kicks Jessica stopped and watched him. He had his eyes closed still feeling the effects of her last kick. His head was leaning against his arm as he suffered. Joseph eventually opened them and gulped down air in large breaths.



“How are you doing there Joseph? Looks like my kicks are having an effect on you”



He nodded slightly still panting down air. “I’m good, there’s a lot of pain….. Can you give me a sec”



“Of course” She responded.



He had deep throbbing pain in both balls and they both felt swollen. Joseph knew she was defiantly having an effect on him. He took a few more breaths “Yes you kick hard. I can really feel each one not just hit but actually dent in my testicles. It’s very painful”



She almost clapped her hands together but resisted the urge “That great, I want them to hurt and to damage you. It’s nice to see you in pain”



He managed a little smile “Glad you’re having fun. I just hope my balls hold out long enough for you to enjoy yourself before one pops. I’m not sure how long they normally last for you”



She looked into his eye “Well, you see Joseph you are actually the first man I get to rupture. I’ve kicked men but I’ve never popped a ball before”



His eyebrows lifted “So I’m your first? When I saw all this I thought you had done it loads of times”



“Nope you’ll be my first pop!”



“Wow well I hope it’s a good one. I want you to enjoy this”



“Thank you Joseph you’re sweet. I’m sure its feel great when one of your balls finally pops. Shall we carry on?”



“Of course and thank you for sharing”



She took aim like before and launched her foot.



KICK!



Her hard boot brought back that familiar burst of pain as his balls flew upwards. “Ooooooooowwwwwwww!” He groaned as the pain returned.



She followed up with another.



KICK!



“AAARRRRRRGGGHH!!” This time he cried out as he felt one of his testicles get caught against his body and be compressed. As the testicle flattened he felt a sharp intense pain from flesh tearing. It was higher than the normal pain.



KICK!



“AAAAAAAAARRGGGGGHH!” He cried out again as her next kick struck.



She could now see his testicles were swelling up and hung lower. The extra weight dragged them down making them easier targets.



She lined up and launched another one.



KICK!



“AAAAAAARRRGGGGGHHHHHH! He through his head back and cried out as he felt his other testicle getting trapped in the same way. He could feel it caught between her boot and his body as it compressed.



The pain had barely faded at all when she launched another kick. Jessica made sure each kick was full force and as destructive as possible. She really just wanted to make sure she got one to pop.



KICK!



He Screamed out again as pain took over him. He pulled on the restraints out of instinct as he suffered.



KICK!



Now with his eyes wide one he screamed again. The deep throbbing was now a tearing pain as capillaries burst and small tears formed inside his testicles. He was now really struggling with the pain but wanted Jessica to have fun. He knew rupture wasn’t all about him.



She continued to kick him and watch his testicles bruise and swell up. She was really enjoying kicking to damage a man and could see why so many women loved doing this. She felt powerful but was still excited for when a ball popped.



She counted up to 50 kicks and paused again as he was still screaming. He rolled his head side to side as his screams turn to sobs. She noticed that his eyes weren’t just watering he was crying from the pain. Looking down now his balls were still she could see how they were very swollen. They were probably double their starting size and purple all over. She reasoned down and cupped them holding them gentle she could see the damage she had already caused. From the reading she had done she knew when testicles were as swollen as this they were close to rupture.



Joseph looked down and she pulled out his balls so he could see them. He looked shocked as he saw their size. She let go of them and asked “How are you doing Joseph you sound like you are in a lot of pain now and those balls look very nice all swollen”



“It hurts you are really good at breaking balls” He took a few breaths and he was clearly still suffering.



“My balls have swollen up a lot. They actually look really good. But how are you enjoying it?”



She liked how he cared about her even though he was really suffering. “I’m loving it. We should have a rupture soon. I do love how your balls look now but I bet they’ll look better when I’ve popped one. Then we’ll have a round testicle and a flat one”



“I’m glad you’re enjoying it. I’m grateful I get to please you and its good to know it will bring you pleasure to rupture one of my testicles”



“So you’re not regretting this? Not that I would stop but are you still glad you agreed to this?”



“Yes, this is a great opportunity. I hope I can do though it all without begging for you to stop but please keep going if I do”

“There’s no chance of me stopping. You’re going to feel rupture”



She knelt down to untie her shoes laces and take them off. Jessica put her shoes to the side with her socks in them. When she stood up she looked at him



“Now I can really feel your balls take damage. My naked foot on your exposed testicles. Lets continue”



She took aim and Launched her foot.



KICK!



This time she felt the warm of his testicles on her foot as they collided. She could feel the two round organs inside his sack take the hit.



KICK!



Again her foot landed on him and she was sure she could feel a testicle getting trapped against his body and flattening out as it absorbed the force.



KICK!



“AAARRRGGGHHH!!”



Joseph closed his eyes, lent his head back and cried out as she suffered.



KICK!



She really liked how he balls felt on her foot. She liked how they cushioned her foot and absorbed the impact for her.



She continued kicking him slowly weakening his balls. Each kick brought them a little closer to breaking. His balls were large making them easy targets for her. As she enjoyed herself Joseph was lost to the pain. He would scream from each kick then gulp down air when he could. Its was like he existed only to feel pain.



She allowed nearly a minute between kicks knowing they were close to popping. She was careful to allow him to take a few breaths before her next kick came. During that time the wind caused the branches to wave slightly up above. She looked around to see the whole setting was peaceful except for the act of torture taking place. The small clearing was like a safe bubble where they could do their work in peace.



KICK!



He screaked out in pain as he could feel very clear ripping pain. Her last kick caused a deep tear in his left testicle.



KICK!



“AAAAAAaaaaaaaa” He cried out but much quieter than before. All his muscles tensed up holding him still. He felt another tear from his left testicle. It was like it was being cut internally.



KICK!



Jessica felt his left testicle getting trapped like she had done a few times before. It compressed against his body flattening out. She could feel it push in then bounce back pushing her foot away. The feeling reminded her of what it felt like to push into a tennis ball.



KICK!



Jessica trapped his left testicle again. She felt it compress but rather than firming up and pushing back in just felt soft. The testicle didn’t push back like it did before. As her foot went back down she looked at him to see his eyes were wide open and his body was twitching. It was like every muscle was pulling at once.



He stared right at her for about 20 seconds before letting out a quiet shriek of pain “arrrrrrrrrr!”



She thought she might have finally got the rupture she wanted. Feeling very excited she knelt down so his balls were near her face so she could inspect them. She reached out and first gripped his right one giving it a squeeze. It was swollen but felt intact so next she tried the other. She instantly could feel how it was no longer a solid round testicle. As she touched it with her finger she pushed in but there was very little resistance. Her finger would just keep sinking in. He shrieked again as she pushed into the ruptured testicle making her grin.



“O WOW! I’ve popped it!” She happily proclaimed.





She moved the broken ball round to find a bulge down the side that felt very soft. It was an inch and a half long and got wider in the middle. She pushed her finger into it to find she was able to push her finger into it. She applied a bit of force allowing her finger to sink deeper into him. She could see the skin of his scrotum going down into the whole she had created. The whole experience was quite surreal for her.



On the side of her finger she could feel warm mush as she pushed into the testicle. Carefully she explored deeper.



She looked up to see Joseph was in the most extreme pain from her having a finger actually inside his testicle. She knew he would not respond so decided to continue torturing the ball. She saw his legs frantically pulling on the restrains as she moved her finger slowly up then down the rupture. Jessica knew there were chambers within the testicle and thought she could feel them as little walls inside the testicle. She pushed against them and felt them give way as she worked to increase the length of the rupture.



She focused carefully as she held the testicle with her left hand and used her right index finger to perform the torture. It felt like the inside of a tomato to her and each time she moved her finger up and down she was able to push in a little deeper.  Every now and again she could feel some of the tubes within the testicle be pushed out past her finger. Over time it felt like she was hollowing out a hole.



Joseph was able to make small noises to show his pain that pleased her but was consumed by the torture. He could feel her finger ripping its way up and down the testicle in the most excruciating detail. But still he knew this pleased her and that gave him strength.



It had been nearly half an hour since the rupture started and she had increased the rupture so it was nearly as long as the testicle. She knew this would help with draining the ball to achieve her goal. Before she removed her finger she thought about how cool it was for her to be inside a man like this. She was defiantly enjoying herself more than she could have imagined. Jessica could see now why women who have performed a rupture recommend it. The feeling of power, satisfaction and pleasure was immense.



Jessica turned the testicle in her left hand so the rupture was on its side. She then put the thumb from her right hand into the middle of the testicle and started to push in. With care and attention she pushed her thumb very slowly deeper. By now she was ignoring his shrieks of pain and his body convulsing focusing on her work.



She moved her thumb round slowly like she was massaging the testicle then added a bit more force so it would skin down. By now the round shape of the testicle was changing and she noticed the tubes being forced out of the rupture. Jessica pushed down until it started to feel solid then on her left hand she could feel her thumb moving through what was left of the testicle. This showed her that this was a flat as it would go.



She pulled her thumb out to see that there was still a hole where the scrotum was pushed into the testicle. After a few seconds it lifted out. The sight reminded her of how if you make a hole in honey it will slowly flatten out again.



She next picked a spot towards the bottom of the testicle where there was still some meat and pushed in the same as before. Slowly she pushed deeper until there was just the testicle wall left. The testicle now was very distorted and felt like a deflated football.



She finally moved her thumb to the top and pushed in there as well. Once she had finished the testicle was nearly flat. Using both thumbs she squeezed using the toothpaste method she had heard of to squeeze out the last little bits from the testicle. She knew he could still fully feel this so made it slow.



When she was done the testicle was totally flat from top to bottom. She found the cords that went to the testicle and pulled out a metal peg from her pocket. It was like a little jumper lead cable but with rubber over the ends. She applied the peg to the cords and let go causing it to crush them shut. This would stop bleeding from the broken ball.



Jessica spent some time feeling the broken testicle that now felt more like a few rags. In the sac she could feel lumps of testicle internals that had been forced out. She was very proud of her work.



She looked at her watch and saw shocked to see that it had been 80 minutes since she first popped the ball. She could not believe how time had flown by. After another few minutes she stood up to face Joseph.


He had been crying and was now just breathing deeply. The peg had cut off the feeling so his suffering was now much less.



“Are you ok Joseph?” She asked not hiding her pleasure.



He nodded slowly. “Yes…… I’m ok…… Did you enjoy it?”



“Yes I did, I defiantly did. It was so much fun. I loved the slow destruction”



“I’m Glad…… I just wanted you to enjoy it. I’m so glad we went through with it. Thank you Jessica”



“You’re welcome Joseph. It was a pleasure”



She moved in and kissed him. Both closed their eyes as their lips locked and they shared an intimate moment. Both had got something out of the rupture and were all the more happy to see the other one happy.



She pulled back smiling at him “Ok lets get you untied and to hospital”


























Thursday, 28 June 2018

Not a story - still writing

Hi All,

I am still here and working on stories but I have been super busy with life. I hope to have something for you all soon but in the mean time I came accross this page that some of you might enjoy.

https://womendefendyourself.blogspot.com

Saturday, 21 October 2017

Antarctic Base part 1



The wind was coming in hard blowing the snow almost horizontally. It was another storm that showed no signs of ending. Everything was white.

Brad was going an oil change, normally an easy procedure but in -40C, in Antarctica, during a storm it was far from easy. The wind was blowing so hard it was near knocking him off his feet and the snow made seeing anything more than a meter away impossible. The limited amount of skin on his face that was exposed had gone numb from the cold.

It look a lot longer than normal but Brad got the new oil in there and got the generator running before the fuel froze. As the device roared back to life he felt relief. The base needed that generator, it wasn’t the only one but the science team were conductive experiments that needed constant power. Pushing against the wind he made it back to the door and inside the base.

The base was one of the smaller ones and comprised of a single dome filled with labs. It also was a very,  very remote station, hundreds of kilometres to the next one so an engineer was essential. Brad was that engineer, he was hired to keep things running which he normally did quite well.

He pulled open the heavy door which closed firmly behind him, pushed by the wind. Once inside the temperature was a constant 21C which was much better. The relative quiet made him realise just how loud the wind had been.  Brad was relieved to be inside and hung his coat up next to the door. As he was taking off his boots Ruth, the base manager walked around the corner. 

Ruth was 29 with black hair large rimmed glasses and blue eyes. As she never went outside she wore a smart white shirt with a short black skirt that made no effort to hide her large breasts or curves. 
Brad found her very attractive but knew she was always to be taken seriously. Her first instruction to him when he arrived two months ago was to install a restraint bench in one of the storage rooms. This was a padded table with loads of straps allowing male could be tied down. The table was designed so the subject would be tied face up with his legs apart facilitating testicle torture. The previous engineer was female and so were the other scientists meaning this was not required until now.

The presence of the bench gave him a constant uneasy feeling and served as a silent voice warning him to do the best job possible. He did fear it but promised himself he would conduct himself well when the time came when he was tied to it. He was not against the use of testicle torture, in fact he voted for the changes in the legal system and supported the use of testicle torture if it was done fairly. Over the years he had come to accept it like most men had.

Ruth removed her glasses and began cleaning one of the lenses as she leaned against the wall.
She said “When you are ready Brad I would like to discuss the generator incident in my office”

“I’ll be there soon” He responded fearing what she was going to say.

“Very good” She said before walking off.

A few minutes later he walked to her office.

Her office was quite plane with no windows. There were just rubber tiles on the floor that covered most of the done and bare steel walls.  Ruth was sat at her desk waiting for him. On the sofa to the left as he walked in were Dr Lisa Harton and Lucy. Dr Harton wore a white lab coat and sat with her legs crossed. She had blonde hair and was about 30 years old.

Lucy was 25 with red hair and freckles. She sat with her arms crossed waiting for Brad. 

“Well the power outage has caused quite the disruption” Ruth said accusingly to Brad.

Brad nodded in acceptance “Yes I imagine it has”

“Well what caused it?” Replied Ruth.

“The generator had not been serviced so it needed the oil changing”

“So you are to blame why didn’t you change the oil sooner?”

“When I took over this role the log said it had been done so I did not know it was due. I only found out while I was looking into the problem”

Ruth thought for a moment before responding “But you could have checked the unit to make sure the log was correct, you could have prevented this?”

Wanting to be honest Brad replied “Yes I suppose I could have”

“So do you think it would be fair if you were blamed and punished for this?” said Ruth while the other two girls sat quietly.

Brad thought for a moment what she said sounded a bit unreasonable but, in a way she did have a point.

“I do Ruth. I could have prevented it so I should face punishment” The image of the bench flashed through his head.

Ruth tilted her head to the side looking at him “You know the punishment will be very harsh don’t you?
Brad looked down “I understand”

Ruth stood up and took a step towards him “And for a crime as serious as this you will need to be castrated. The rupture and destruction of both testicles is unavoidable”
 
The other two women nodded as Brad replied “I understand” He was saddened by the news but knew there was no other way.

Ruth walked over to him putting her hand on his shoulder “It’s ok Brad I’m sure you’ll be able to take the pain. We have no choice but to make sure you are punished for your crime so we must do this”

Ruth gestured with her other hand to Dr Harton and Lucy. “We all discussed this and we feel a very slow castration would be the perfect punishment for you. Dr Harton even offered to treat you after the castration so you’ll be able to have what’s left of your testicles safely removed”

Brad looked over to Dr Harton “Thank you Dr Harton, that’s very kind of you”

“I just want to help and this way Ruth can professionally castrate you. She can do it slowly and not need to worry about the aftermath. I have worked on dozens of men who have been castrated so you’re in good hands” The doctor replied.

Lucy sat quietly as Ruth said to Brad. “Are you ok with our decision? It is a big deal but we all agree you should be castrated. Not only that but your testicles will also be flattened out so all the insides are squeezed out of them to cause extra pain”

He nodded “I accept your decision” He knew arguing would get him nowhere and for causing this much disruption both balls needed to go. Part of him was grateful for the punishment because he did want to make up for the down time he had caused. He was scared of how much it would hurt but as he thought about it this was the right thing to do. He knew it as did the three women.

“Are you sure you don’t want to add anything” Asked Ruth. “We all have to live together and I want to treat you fairly. Or do you agree with castration? I think we really need to do it or I could get in trouble with my boss for not punishing you correctly”

He took a breath “I just know it is the only option and I don’t want you to get in trouble. I accept what you must do to me”

“Very good” Replied Ruth. “Now go get a shower then meet me in the storage room where the restraint bench is. There we will carry out the sentence”

“Ok” He responded in a sombre tone before walking out of her office.

As he left Ruth turned to the other two for encouragement. “Did I make the right decision? Is castration fair?”

Lucy nodded “Of course he defiantly deserves it. He even admitted it. Plus I bet he has a great pair of balls that will be fun to pop”

“I suppose your right Lucy”

“You know I am Ruth. Just enjoy yourself and take it slow with him. You work hard so you deserve a reward so take pleasure in castrating him. I know I would”

The doctor nodded “She’s right. You are doing the right thing and you should enjoy it. Have fun with him”

“You guys are right I should try to enjoy it. I just want to feel like I am treating him fairly”
“You Are. Its ok” 

“Thanks guys” Ruth said as she left the room to prepare to destroy a man’s balls.

10 minutes later Ruth was waiting in the storage room. She had opened the leg restrains on the bench so they were wide apart, this would mean he will be in a Y position when restrained. Next to the bench she had a short table, not that large in size and on it was a selection of tools. Then between where his legs will go there was a comfortable stool for her to sit at as she worked.

Ruth was sat on the bench running her hand over the black leather covering it. She felt one of the straps as she inspected the device.  Some women preferred kicking frames but she liked the bench. She found that carefully applying pressure to the testicles a much better torture than kicking. By being able to control the force pain could be maximised while prolonging the castration. Castrations done in this way could easily last six plus hours as opposed to kicking where destruction would occur in under two hours.

She believed that making his castration slower would help Brad. The more pain he felt the more he would learn from this and benefit from the punishment. So there was a kind side to what she was about to do. She had her hesitations but knew this was a fair course of action.

Breaking her train of thought she turned her head as the door opened. She stood up as she saw Brad enter. He was wearing a white tank top and some jeans. He looked fresh from the shower but saddened by why he was here.

“Come in brad and can you take off your clothes please?” She asked softly.

He nodded and removed his top before taking off his jeans. Ruth admired his toned body as her eyes moved down to see his underwear being removed. His testicles were of a nice size and his penis hung over them in a way that pleased her. She found his shaved member attractive but once the balls were gone it would no longer function. 

Both their heads raised at the same time until their eyes met. She had such deep eyes that he could lose himself in, the severity of the situation was gone for a moment. 

“Are you ready for this?” She said with a nervous tone.

Brad put his right hand gently on her shoulder “I am Ruth. I’m scared but we do need to do this”

“It’s just that….. The other two girls pushed me so hard to castrate you. I was going to just ballbust you for an hour but they were really insistent. Lucy’s mother is a director of the company so I couldn’t say no to her. I just feel bad about this” 

Now holding her with both hands on her shoulders he said “It’s ok. Like you said I could have checked the machine but I didn’t. I deserve to lose my balls and you are right for making that decision”

“It was a hard decision to make Brad. And I feel it was forced on me” Her breathing quickened she sounded almost panicked.

“Maybe it was but it does fit the crime and I still agree with it. Don’t feel bad for doing the right thing” He used a soothing tone to try and calm her.

“I think you’re right Brad, thank you for making this easier” She looked right at him, he was a good man and she now deeply respected him.

With their heads close he moved his lips towards hers. She closed her eyes as they touched as the pair kissed. After a second she pulled away.

“What! I’m not sure if we should. Why did you do that?”

“It felt right. I’m sorry if it was not appropriate. But I would like to do it again”

She looked at him as he kissed her again. Their lips locked as he put one hand on the side of her head. She let it happen but pulled away again after a few seconds.

“We’re not supposed to do that” She said looking left then right. She appeared overwhelmed, lose even. “Ummmmmm. We can’t kiss. I can’t feel things for you” 

She ran her hands through her hair as she focused “Actually for those two kisses. I should punish you….. But how?” She asked. She was still breathing quickly not sure how to process what had happened.

He put his right hand on her arm like before and she stopped moving so he could. She looked at his hand that comforted her then back up to him. He said calmly “If I need to be punished for the kisses then I should be. I made a mistake and should pay for that”

“I’m….. I’m not sure if you should. Or how?”

“You can punish me by using a candle to burn my penis Ruth. It will be very painful as you hold the flame to me and it will not affect my balls”

“I don’t know…. I have never done that before”

“It’s ok. It’s easy. I should kneel down with my back to something. Like that support beam " He pointed to a 5 inch vertical steel beam that supported the roof. “With my back to that I can kneel down and you can use a candle to burn my penis. You start at the tip and burn it until the feeling has gone and it is blackened. Then you move down the shaft very slowly. It is extremely painful for the man and should be a suitable punishment for me kissing you”

She looked down to see his penis erect, her lips parted with shock as she could not fight the urge to reach out and touch it. It felt smooth in her hands as the tips of her fingers moved over it. He placed one of his hands over one of hers and moved it so her fingers touched the tip of his penis. 

Softly he said to her “To burn the penis start up here at the tip. Burn this area with the flame until it is blackened” He moved one of her fingers over the tip. “This is the most sensitive part of my penis so it will be very painful as you burn it. There will be the smell of burning but don’t worry and I will be in much pain but I deserve that”

He started to move her fingers down the shaft “Then when you have destroyed my tip move the flame down my shaft slowly until you reach the base. Then you will have completed the punishment, a fair one for my crime”

They both started to look up. As soon as their eyes met he kissed her again. This time she allowed her moth to open so there tongues touched. She kept kissing only pulling away after a much longer amount of time. 

“I shouldn’t let you kiss me… I should say no…. Thank you for telling me about the burn process. I think we will have to start that now”

“Of course, shall I knee by the beam?”

“Yes, yes please do. You have to pay” She said still in a near lost state. Her mind was going a mile a minute as she tried to process her feeling. Clumsily she looked for a candle to administer the punishment.

Brad kneed down with his back against the beam. This would stop him pulling back as he felt the fire, he could also be restrained if she chose to. He felt the cold metal as he pushed his back against the beam waiting for her.

She walked over with a candle in one hand and a lighter in the other. Ruth kneeled down in front of him placing the two objects between his legs. His penis was still erect and was now the focal point for what was to happen. She rolled her finger tips over the shaft stroking the part of him she was now going to burn. It felt delicate to her especially the tip, but the penis in a way felt ready. 

She lifted her head until their eyes locked again before she looked away. She felt a wave of guilt but remembered reading about penis burning. She also saw a video of a man feeling it who screamed constantly as his penis was cooked. For kissing her it was an acceptable punishment and she was well within her rights to do this to him. Yet, she felt it was wrong somehow.

She took the lighter and he watched as she lit the candle. The newly formed flame danced as she held it. He took a deep breath knowing where the flame was to go.

“I suppose we are ready” She said.

“I suppose we are Ruth”

“I should start then”

“When every you’re ready Ruth”

“So I just hold it a little under your penis and move it around slowly?”

“Yes just do that. Maybe start with short burns to begin with”

“OK Brad...... Thank you”

They both looked down focusing on the jittering flame. Slowly she moved it towards the tip of his penis. As she did her hand was unsteady.

Brad closed his eyes and bit down as he felt the warmth from the candle on his member. Her mouth parted as she looked on…… The flame touched the tip of his penis.

“UUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH”

He groaned through his gritted teeth as the fire touched him. Ruth could see the flame split as it touched his tip like water parting around a rock. 

He felt the intense pain of his penis burning. He griped his fists tighter, fighting to hold his cock still as she moved the flame down to the top of his shaft. 

As muscles in his body tensed his penis bobbed up and down a little but it still stayed about the flame. She looked to his face and pulled the candle away after seeing his pain. He took a few breaths before opening his eyes to look at her. 

She looked worried, like she had been caught in the middle of a miss deed. Brad could feel the fresh mark where the flame was applied; its sting did not fade.

“Shall I continue?” She said asking him.

 “If you feel it is the right thing to do then yes”

“Is it?”

“For an unwanted advance burning of the penis is often performed”

They both looked down at the flame. Brad knew he said the right thing but was scared of the flame. His first taste of it had hurt so much.

“OK” She said as a one word reply. 

He clenched as the candle was moved back to continue the burning. Closer it moved as he closed his eyes. He could not escape his situation; he felt the warm of the candle on the side of his penis. He knew where he would feel his next burn.

“UUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!” 

He groaned through his gritted teeth as he turned his head violently to the side. The fire caressed the side of his penis starting at the base. Ruth moved the flame higher slowly leaving intense pain where it had been. She continued its course until it reached the tip.

Once at the tip she moved the flame around the sides of it knowing the tip needed special attention from the flame. After an appropriate amount of time she pulled the flame away leaving his gasping for breath. Beads of sweat appeared on his forehead as he suffered before her. 

He was now clearly struggling and she looked more saddened than before. The burning was going to be hard for both of them. She let the flame go out.

She looked at his pausing to speak but then saying nothing like the words had escaped her. She gathered her thoughts and spoke.

“I’m sorry if I miss lead you into thinking your advances were wanted. I could have said no to them instead of enjoying them. The result is that now you need to feel your penis burning which is partly my fault”

“It’s my fault” He said sadly. “I should have known and even as I kissed you I knew what the punishment would be. I have always admired you, it’s impossible not to. Even those kisses were worth it. I just wish I could have taken it further”

She was a flattered by his admission. “Are you just saying that to avoid the flame?”

“No Ruth. Burning my penis is a good idea and it should be done. You are such an amazing woman, it was worth it just to touch you for a few moments”

“Very well” She said looking away. “Please lay on the bench face up so we can continue”

She helped him up and lead him to the bench. The leather covering the bench creaked as he sat on it. Next he spread his legs and he got into position on the Y shaped table. Brad looked straight up as one at a time she used the straps to tie him down. 

First his ankles, then above his knees, then over his stomach, next over his chest then final over his wrists. With all the straps applied he could not move, he just stared upwards awaiting his fate.

She collected some string from a table against the wall as Brad heard each foot step sounding the arrival of real pain. Now things were going to get serious for him.

She stood between his parted legs and tied one end of the string around the base of his penis tip. She tied it tightly so it would not come undone before attaching the other end to a hook in the ceiling. She stood on the small stool that was there to reach it.

Ruth pulled the string tight with pulled his penis vertical. He groaned as his cock was not just pulled up but stretched out as well.

Looking down he could see his penis stretched upward and behind that Ruth sat down on the stool. Perfectly positioned to continue her work.

Holding the candle in one hand she said “It’s nice to hear you like me and I like you but we owe it to the company to make sure this matter is dealt with correctly. So that’s the destruction of your testicles and the burning of your cock”

“But…. But no one knows about the kisses. Can you please spare me the burning?” 

“Now that wouldn’t be fair on either of us. Or the company, you know that”

He sighed “I do. I’m sorry I asked”

“Its ok. I’m ready to start if you are?”

He nodded his head then let it fall back.

The warmth grew on the side of his penis as the flame was brought up to it.

“AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHH!”

He screamed out as the flame was moved up and down his shaft. The flame was touching the skin as Ruth carefully moved it around. She was fascinated by the orange waves that flowed over his skin. There was a definite beauty to the form of punishment.

It this position the entire penis was exposed so it could be more effectively burned. It was presented perfectly so she could get the best result.

Ruth ignored him thrashing in pain as she watched the skin changing. As she held the flame to the skin it appeared to dry out then turn red. Little blisters formed where she applied the flame the most. The skin even cracked and blackened in places as the smell of cooked meat filled the room.

Ruth felt much better about the burning now. She liked him but this was the right thing to do. It was a fair use of torture and she started to get into the rhythm of it. He needed to be punished and burning in this way was becoming more common. 

Many women who use penis burning as a punishment find it enjoyable and relaxing to do it. The punishment was one that had seen an increase in popularity and was often done alongside castration. Several women’s magazines discussed different methods of burning the penis to ensure total destruction and cause the most pain. They also recommended the procedure to women for its entertainment value.

Ruth certainly was enjoying herself as she moved the flame closer once more. The flame licked the shaft cooking the flesh. He had not said a word in several minutes. He just pulled on the restraints and screamed. 

She worked around the back of his shaft leaning over to make sure she had burned it correctly. A few body hairs sizzled as she moved the flame but she was careful to maintain contact with the shaft.
She applied the heat for about two minutes before giving him a break to catch his breath. Once he had gulped down some air she burned him again. 

It took nearly half an hour for her to burn his shaft to a crisp. Next she started on his tip. 

He looked up as she most sensitive spot experienced the flame. His eyes were wide and all he could do was scream as he felt the heat. The skin wrinkled up before blistering after taking the fire. As before she slowly moved the flame to make sure she had burned it all. 

 
She blew out the candle as smoke rose from his charred member. She looked on, proud with her work. The burning had gone well and she was pleased with the result. She was glad she went through with it.

He raised his head and was shocked at the sight of his penis. It was a burned mess and he knew it was but seeing it made it real for him.

She stood up looking down at him. “I’ll give you a break to recover then I’ll be back to begin work on your testicles”

She turned away to walk out. Brad heard her footsteps getting further away before he heard the door open then slam shut. His only company was the pain.


 End of part 1